His hold on life was strong , and it was very , very hard to loosen ; by gradual efforts and degrees unclosed a little here , it clenched the tighter there ; and when he brought his strength to bear on that hand and it yielded , this was closed again 好不容易在这边慢慢撬松了，那边却又咬合了把力气用到那边，略有进展，这一边却又关闭了。他感到万千愁绪滚滚而来，不禁心潮澎湃，心急如焚，无法做到听天安命。
