It was not my habit to be disregardful of appearance or careless of the impression i made : on the contrary , i ever wished to look as well as i could , and to please as much as my want of beauty would permit 习惯上我并不无视外表，不注意自己留下的印象。相反，我一向希望自己的外观尽可能标致些，并希望在我平庸的外貌所允许的情况下，得到别人的好感。
