This circumstance was satisfactory : a private fear had haunted me , that in thus acting for myself , and by my own guidance , i ran the risk of getting into some scrape ; and , above all things , i wished the result of my endeavours to be respectable , proper , en regle 这一情况倒是让人满意的。我曾暗自担心，我自作主张，独自行动，会有陷入某种困境的危险。尤其是我希望自己努力得来的成果是体面的正当的en regle 。
