饮恨吞声: nurse a grievance and gulp down one's sobs; endure sufferings and dare not show them openly; harbour hatred in the heart
吞声饮泣: gulp down sobs; choke down one's tears; conceal one's sorrow; put one's pride in one's pocket; repress one's tears and keep silent; sob bitterly; swallow the voice and tears; weep silent t
I wept in silence , my dear , as i listened to all these considerations which had already occurred to me many times , for now , on your father s lips , they seemed even more pressing and real 我的朋友，面对这些过去我也曾反复考虑过的情况，我只能吞声饮泣，而且这些事情出自于您父亲嘴里，这就更加证明了它们是非常现实的。
